As I drift along, I realize, I will never reach the horizon [entries|friends|calendar] Ashleigh [ website | My Website ] [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

(Draw Diagrams Of Suicide) It's summertime and the living is easy.... well, not quite. [08 May 2007|02:32am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | BYOB - System of a Down ] Hmm..... well. All in all yesterday was a good day. I got to hang out with a new friend that I should've had all along, I got my friend a boyfriend and I helped another friend reach closure about a guy who screwed her over and maybe get her a new guy. A better guy. Like me boyfriend who is the sweetest guy on the face of this planet, unless you're not me, then he's an ass :D I'm feeling better and the more I complain about Shari and Katie, the better I feel. I hate being used and I'm not standing for it anymore. I like to be a helper not helpless and I like to take control of my life. I'm happier now and I think I'll be fine.. for now. I miss my cat though. Maybe I can write another emo entry about him later :DD: Goodnight all

(5 Traced With Razors | Draw Diagrams Of Suicide) Hmm... [04 May 2007|12:59am] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | Tangled Up - Big 10-4 ] Well, well, well. It's been awhile. I've grown up a lot and I've lived and learned through some of my mistakes. I've learned not to trust those you don't know, and even some that you do know. It only leads to pain and misfortune. My freshman year in college is over and I feel like the last year has been a waste of time and effort. I finally feel relieved and I feel like I can relax and be myself again, who ever or whatever that means. I've had many heart breaks in the last year and I've made my mistakes. I've noticed that being a "grown-up" isn't all that it's cracked up to be and that the world doesn't have a silver lining. I was in such a hurry to be grown, that I didn't enjoy the end of my childhood, and that's the worst feeling in the world. But I have to lick my wounds and carry on. I hope through all the pain and mistakes that I've chosen for myself and some that others chose for me, I will be able to see a light through the fog and be directed to greater things in life. Then adulthood can really begin. Until then, I'm stuck in this rut called life, and I just can't seem to steer clear of heartache. Poor me...

(1 Traced With Razors | Draw Diagrams Of Suicide) [05 Sep 2005|03:01pm] Hot hot! I am Curry Flavoured.</b> I have a spicy personality. If you can take the heat, you'll love me, if not, I'll probably make you cry. I am not for the faint-hearted. What Flavour Are You?

(Draw Diagrams Of Suicide) [20 May 2005|07:45pm] Gone to Alabama. Be back later <3 Ash

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(Draw Diagrams Of Suicide) Lyrics [13 Mar 2005|04:08pm]   ( Let It Bleed )   ( Hard To Say )

(Draw Diagrams Of Suicide) [07 Mar 2005|11:02pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Scorpions - No One Like You ] Chemistry notebook due soon. Spent my morning in the gym with annoying poepl,instead of on the couch in the library sleeping!! That pissed me off. The poor kid in the wheelchair was just sitting there, so I eventually talked Robin into asking him if he would like to play cards with us (In exchange for the green elf boots, which I made her swear she would never wear again.. oh well) He said no, but I thought it would be nice to ask. My mom is bidding on a Buffet for me.. it should be less than the $560 one, unless sheover bids :-\ I just want one really bad, and when I get one I will take pictures and post them. Almost spring break, which I will spend in South Carolina, then the New York trip, which should be fun. I brought my clarinet home for no reason.. that is gay! I'm bored.. night. ~*~ Ash ~*~

(1 Traced With Razors | Draw Diagrams Of Suicide) [25 Sep 2004|01:19am] New name... andalusia06 add me

(1 Traced With Razors | Draw Diagrams Of Suicide) Friends Only... [19 Mar 2004|11:49pm]

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